Warped Mind

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Maybe it’s happened before, but I never realised it before.
Maybe I am living in one of those shaky grounds, waiting for an earthquake to hit.
Maybe what I think is not what’s running on my mind.
Maybe that’s why my priorities are changing by the hour.
Maybe I don’t have any priorities at all.

Yo-yo. Flip-flop. Yin Yang. See-saw.
Yup, that’s what its been like.

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Hour 1: I just haveta haveta get this guy back into my life.
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Hour 2: Work is worship. The golden lion at the Cannes… here I come.
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Hour 3: I hate my family. I need to move away… Destination Pluto?
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Hour 4: Look at me! :-O I need to do something about the way I look… workouts or long walks? Appointment with dermatologist or self-therapy?
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Hour 5: I need to learn something new in life. New what? Have no clue.
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And this morning… all of it is GONE.
Everything’s crystal clear.
All issues sorted out.
I know just what I should be doing with my life.
I’m in total control of myself.

I wonder what changed things?

My positive affirmations?

"As I am about to drop off into restful sleep, I hand over all my affairs to you, so that you can guide me in my thoughts and deeds. As I am waiting for the sleepy train to take me to the land of dreams, I dedicate myself to you so that when I wake up in the morning, I’m refreshed and eager to start another brand new day of affirmations. I dedicate this night to service if that be appropriate. I call upon my higher self to help me in my thoughts and deeds. "

That session of Reiki I gave myself?
A good night’s sleep?
Or, am I in love?

posted by J @ 11:24 am Comments: 4