Every time I close my eyes, I wake up screaming. A silent scream. Silent cause nobody really understands what I feel. How an incident has shaken me up. And I don’t want them to think I’m over-reacting.
I hate fast lanes. Speed. Loss of control. Terror. Blood. Pain. Sympathy. And more importantly, the mark an accident leaves behind.
I’m happy to be alive. I feel as if I was meant to do something before I die. I feel like nothing’s changed. I feel closer to my family than ever before. I feel like talking to every one I know, more than I ever did before. I wanna feel good. Not just because I want to, cause I deserve to!
But there’s just this one little thing that worries my head… is there a lesson I’m supposed to learn from this episode?
posted by J @ 2:04 pm
Comments: 19
19 Comments:
atleast you arent bored anymore
hey J, missd u babes. and bout da post...warmest hugs. Dont really know da context but it brought me a smile. life is truely a celebration sweetz, we deserve to treasure it!!!!
u seem really really "seen all".. i sorta got harrowed by the color of death Post.. :|
Back with a bang, meant literaly.
Ahhhh I know how it feels...(refer last post of mine) good to know u are ok..and well the only lesson to be learnt from this is DO NOT THINK BOUT IT AGAIN...take it easy on urself bebey!!! Peace
In a word, "probably not".
(Unless the lesson is that Fist can't count.)
>>is there a lesson I’m supposed to learn from this episode?
Yeah there is. You should visit other blogs more often preferbly mine and leave comments on it.
Glad you are feeling good.
i know what you mean exactly.every word, i know.
Anon ~ Yeah rite! at least not now.
Elixir ~ i missed u toooooooooo! :) *hugs*
Jane ~ i just hope u dont "see it all"... i've been lucky to be alive! :-I
Deja vu ~ Yesss!
AI ~ yup, i'm ok... tum jo ho ;)
But i dont think i'll be able to say away from the thinking part. Thats the way i am.
Fist ~ lol, wotever.
Gvenum ~ Sure thing! Wont miss that space now that i'm invited ;)
Rapz ~ i know :)))))
Can I say Im glad for U?
i see we share the same alias.. just thought id drop by and say hello :)
yup definitely, but only u know it.. maybe not now, but i am sure you will, sooner or later...
Just dropped in from someplace, not sure where. (gvenum's maybe?) Nice place you have here. Glad you're better now!
MwnN ~ Hey thats choo chweeeet... i know u hate it :-p
J ~ Hey! A big HI to u too! :)
Manucrypts ~ Yup rite. And i think i know :)
Megha ~ Hey thanks! :)
hey babes...thought wud drop in a hi *wink*
er, technically you're the third J...
:-)
This is getting confusing.
The other J.
hmm.. i guess that makes the "One".. B)
i mean that makes me the "one" lol...
:)
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