It’s been like a revolving door, one moment I’m in, one moment I’m out.
I’m not sure what I’m in anymore, and not sure what I just got myself out of.
It’s ecstasy, both of them a world apart from each other, yet very much the same ecstasy that thrills me.
I can’t take both, and I can’t seem to live without either.
I very much would like to give one up, but it’s oh so hard now that it’s been so long.
I’m not sure I’ll stay in. I’ll give it a day.
posted by J @ 5:57 pm
Comments: 6
6 Comments:
looks like you are almost out of it (whatever it was in your previous two posts)
It's hard to choose eh?
You know what J... I know absolutely nothing. But there is one thing, just one thing I know for sure. I mean, I am like dead sure about it.
That whatever the confusion or the problem, it always gets over, sooner or later. Even if you don't do anything about it.
I got a suggestion: Change the title of your blog. Rename it to "Heads and Tails", or better still, "Matter and Antimatter" :P
Glad to see that you are (hopefully) on the correct side of the revolving door. Better step away from it before you go back again!
A long overdue comment. I like your use of metaphors J! I am going to fudge some of them :D
That's life J... you know there's a fear as well as adventure when you are surfing in the midst of high tidal wave... (that follows in life too!)
i don't know what you've been thru ... but i am sure you'll be up again! :)
cheers
I can make a decision, hesitate, or remain where I am. In any case, one thing is only provisionally better than another; ultimately there is no better or worse.
- Silo
:) Buy me BEER n all shall be fine...
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